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Name: kris
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 7/12/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: spending time with the one i love soooo much!!
Expertise: i'm one bad ass shopper... and a wonderful gf to brian eric delgado.. i love u doodle!
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Education/Research


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Member Since: 3/23/2003

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Saturday, August 07, 2004

it's the little things u do......

that make me love you so much....

like today....

i call u hungry ... only you know how i get when i'm hungry =)

and only you know how i hate mayo and enjoy extra ketchup

only you know when my back hurts

only you know when i dont feel well at all

only you know what i'm thinking before i even think it...

only you know that i sometimes fall apart

and it's only you that i'm completely in love with.......brian eric delgado....stop being so great, i'm falling deeper and deeper in love with u....


Wednesday, September 10, 2003

i have had the priveledge and honor of knowing cathy keita...
and guess what she was the most beautiful person u could ever meet...
ur smile and ur radiance will be missed...
cathy...
may GOD shower his reign on u...
i know ur in a better place...
spread those wings angel and soak in all the grace...
i love u....

please everyone pray for the keita family as they mourn the loss of their beautiful 19 year old daughter cathy...thank you


Wednesday, September 03, 2003

i'm here for u....i know that it's random...and u know who you are...we've had our shit...but i think that now more than anything you have my love...i dont care whatever the case...i'm here....just look to the heavans and pray...i cant help but cry for your pain...just remember to hope...hope that's all we need...that's all you need...you can do it i know you can....things will come together....life's a puzzle, and in the end...it's all okay....because the pieces fit together...the pieces of life....dont worry....


i find it utterly amazing how much shit everyone has gotten for the things that they write in xanga/lj whatever...it's kinda sad u know...i have to make all my lj entries special filtered friends because of the views i try to express....u know what i think i should stand up for katie...because i think i know her pretty darn well....her views are very independent and some yes against what many people believe...but you know what no matter how much u disagree with her...u have to respect her educated way of feeling that way and her right as a human to express those opinions.....never once has katie ever looked down on me or anyone for that fact on their opinions, she merely looks past it and remembers that you have ur opinion just like everyone else...so there okay okay okay.....i know that maybe some of u feel that the way she says things or how she says them is just wrong...but u have to love her for that... that's why i love her so much....and dont any of u think that that's what makes her so beautiful....gosh dernit....ugh! hahah i mean dude dont tell me i'm trying to kiss her ass either...i dont need to kiss katie's ass shes already my friend....and so what we dont see each other often or speak for that matter she's still my darn friend, because i know she's there for me and im there for her....ugh i'm being so damn random hahah and it's all for u katie!! what is this!!! yeah well u know what be offended by her all you want...because it's not gonna do anything...all it's gonna do is make the people that love her angry....GRRROAR!!!

on a lighter note...im here at school and i know that everyone feels all my pain.....yehp i dont have class until 1 and as of right now it's only 1135...so i dont care if people think i'm a computer hog i'm gonna be on this thing til it's time! yeah yeah yeah....i'm talking to kuya justin and he's not being very amusing right now...ugh anyways...i hope everyone has a splenderful day and i miss you allll!!!!! i hope that alll of you take care.....err okay i'm not gonna stop updating im gonna talk some more hah..

boyfriend dept!-----goshness it's sooo great..brian and i are happier than ever and no one can get in our way....he makes me soooo happy....we have some plans thta i hope pull thru...welll i know that the significant ones will but as of right now he won a trip to somewhere for four days...hopefully that means i can go because i mean come on that's crazy it's for free and everything and that wouldnt be fair if i couldnt go! yes yes yes!!!!

friends-----what can i say my friends are awesome...michelle, maria, brian....they're the greatest ever always there for me and i always there for them....i know i had drama with someone i choose not to name...i miss her a lot though...but i know it's for the better things were getting complicated and well yah....

family----duuh  my family is frikkin awesome they rock all kinds of stuff...hahah u guys are great and u know it so yeah okay....

i don tnkow what else to talk about ooo yeah im getting my hair cut tomorrow thanks to brian ... it's gonna be exactly what i want i hope!!!! aww i'll piost pics lates!!

okay guys have a wonderful day all u happy people not in school anymore....okay bye


Thursday, July 24, 2003

so lemme give it to u straight.. i feel like shit... the kind that stinks to high heaven.... i dont know how well i'm taking things.. but all i know is that if anyone else walks out of my life... i'll just about explode... no no no brian and i didnt break up... i lost a great friend not to death but to misunderstanding... when those two broke up i was torn so torn with what i was supposed to do... i hate that u guys cant be friends... i hate that u guys were both important to me... u know i dont wanna be mean or selfish... but i hate that i lost one of u because of a whole lotta misunderstanding... i'm trying not to cry.. and i'm trying not to think about it... but becoming an insignificant is hard when i used to be of great significance... brian says not to care.. and kuya virgil says not to cry... but i do both... with a sinking feeling in my heart because someone has walked outta my life... so what can i do.. cry more and hope that some day things will get better... but i'm not trusted... it's not the same... we talked... it's not... MAN I SOUND SO NON HETERO RIGHT NOW BUT FUCK IT..... my emotions are in overdrive and i'm not gonna have my period... i wish i was back in fourth grade.. when i didnt have drama.. the only thing i was ever worried about was my mom and dad finding my bad grades... hah... i remember when i was younger i couldnt wait to grow up.. because that meant i could do practically anything i wanted to and i would have grown up friends with grown up responsibilities... i'm going to college next year and all i can think about is if i'm setting myself up for failure.. if i'm ever gonna get anywhere in life... someone has shown me that i'm not the friend that i thought i was... and on top of all of this... i wonder if i'm the person that i thought i was... i know people have greater problems.. like people hoo are so much stronger than i am and have the big girl problems... but here i am bitching about how i'm not hoo i always thought myself to be... i always thought that i was good at listening.. good at caring... good at being there for the people i love... and within the past few days... someone has showed me that i'm nothing of the sort... but u know what sucks... someone says i didnt do what someone said i did... what am i supposed to believe??? aint that a bitch... i'm sorry ... i know that everyone's life is busy and my sob story is of no importance.. but i thought i'd let these two people know... that i love them... with the upmost sincerity... thank u for everyone hoo helped me out on this... including the parties involved... baby thanks so much for all ur help and for seriously dealing with me and my overwhelming emotions.. i know i'm not normal... but ur still with me and that means a lot...



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